Nineteen Stars Just For You

well these past weeks have been very crazy for me. well for starters when i had that week off from school i went to delaware. you won't believe what i saw there. i saw a white deer n cows n goats n snow gesse n yeah other kool things you know. althought it was nice down there i dont think that i could live down there ever. so since around then when i got back home i started playing my piano you know to calm me down n stuff. i have been trying to practice fur elise. and lets see well as it turns out theres this guy that likes me and he's my friend too.

well i really don't know exactly what to put here today. it's just that somebody told me something yesturday and now it's just one of those things that just sit on top of your head you know. it's just there. and now its kinda botherin me. oh well anyway this is just brilliant some idiots at school have this "bright" idea to set parts of the school on fire. really "smart" of them.so now we got to go thru random scanning so i really don't know whats going to ahppen next.

today was alright. so todays topic of disuccion is relationships. i picked this topic because it seems to be a very popular topic with my friends so here we go. if you like someone you have a couple of ideas out there to act about it. i heard that you should not go to them and that you should wait for them to go to you. i go by a different logic lyk u should be friends with the ones that you really care about. you might find someone that is one of your friends ends up being the one that you really care about and that you want to be with. i thought that was always funny. but what a lot of people might worry about is that they might get rejected or that their relationship might end. well unfourtunatlly these type of things do come to an end.

to make a long story short(in some form) on friday my friend dwain hit me in the head by accident with a chair. i really dont know why he had to lift the chair over his head but he did and it hit me. it wasnt hard but i thought that it was nothing. so over the weekend i had this really bad headache. then on monday at school my body decided that it was gonna be dizzy so i was. i couldnt even stand up on my own. my dad ended up picking up from school and my next stop was the hospital. and just to think i was going to go to mc donalds after school. so much for that. so we got to the hospital between 2:30 and 3:00. and we didn't leave 'till like 8:00 or something like that. thank god that i only got a concussion and not any perrmitted damage. if i did get any permitted damage dwain would have been so bad it wasn't even funny. so they said that it was going to last between 1 to 2 weeks the haedachs oh well. they said that i was okay to go to school today but my parents said that i could use a days rest so i listend. good thing i didn't go to school today thought 'cus as it turns out there was a fire today. so i stayed home with my dad today just playing video games 'till i got frustrated with it. and then i was on the computer using the internet for shopping for my dad's sims 2 game. that was fun. then he had to do work so i had to get off. then i decided to crochet. im getting farther in that. trying to make a blanket, so far so good  i think. so that's my day for today. other then this nothing really interesting happened today. and i heard that alot of my friends were asking how was i and where was i and stuff like that. wow people actually do care. i wonder how dwain is doing.

so who is the koolest character in naruto shippuden???

please do tell me who is the coolest character light, misa, or l

today so far i woke up and i was talking to my friend mitali. we both had to go tho school today because we had to go get our new stuff for school. like our new program which relly wasnt that new. our new metro card, and our report cards. i was so happy to see mitali. havent seen her in a while. so then we got a stuff. my report card i was really happy at because i had gotten an 85 for my average. all my classes except one was 85 and above. that one class was research methods. :P he gave me a 55 for that class. just because i didnt bring in a required project that on the day its do tells us it has to be science related. i really dont like him andnow i have to deal with him again because lucky me i get to have him again for term two. but for this term im definatlly goin to do even better. i feel less stressed out right now. i feel very possitive. like almost anything can happen. i was so happy that i saved my frends. in paticular it was this frend.

 Jackie. yesturday oh my gosh she was in a serious deep depression. and i had to talk to her to help her out. i mean when i was talkin to her in the morning she sounded like the whole world was over, her life was over, and that she wanted to die. but i some how convinced her that it wasnt. she was really upset and i told her that. thing is she felt bad because she thought that her breaking up with her boy friend made him hurt himself bad enought to send him off to the hospital. my advice at first was for her to calm down and to just talk to him first. her boy friend was upset because well he was really crazy about her. and as i was talkin to her she was saying that she felt better a little and she was telling me that she was patching things up. then she asked if "arent you the type of person that doesnt really care about what happens in peoples lives." my responce to that is that i normally dont care much about what happens in other peoples lives but when it comes to my frends thats another story. i hate seeing my friends all sad and upset. like when they are like that i would do anything that i can to try to help them. but to put this exression in shorter terms if any of my friends was to get hit by a car i would go out there and shove them out of the way and get hit instead. after i had told jackie that she said that she was crying. i told her after that to try talking to her boy friend and try to work it out because yeah they shouldnt let her bein emo or anything come between them and stuff. she took my advice and everything worked out or her. she said i should be a theripist. but i really dont want to. a lot of my friends say i should but i really dont want to. she then told me that they were going to be friends and then go out in the near future. she told me that my adivice helped her out so much. me personally i dont like to see my friends all upset or see them go through tough times on their own. and she was all better at the end. also i helped out two other friends and they both said the same thing. they both said that i should  be a theripist but i really dont want to. too much work. i mean sitting around and listening to everyones problems. i just dont mind listening to my friends. then my other friend just needed a little help. i was called self control help. that was my friend silvia. she had a little trouble thats all. her problem was everytime she saw herr ex-boy friend she wanted to kill him. how i helped was in an unsual way. i told her to close her eyes and imagine her ex-boyfriend as somthing she really hates or somthing like that. she did that then i told her to destroy it and get rid of it for good. she said that really helped her out a lot. and now she moved on and is going out with someone else. then my friend jeanenne she needed my help a couple of times. when she was all stressed out i helped her. and when she just needed help. aparentlly she felt cold one minute and the next she felt warmer. creepy. and it would seem that i have "MAGICAL POWERS" now wouldnt it.

yesturday i had fun too. which is why im so wiped today. you see yesturday i went off visiting my old school. it was kinda fun. i got to see my friend imani and ryan. i was so happy to see those two. you see imani is a 12th grader and she hates takin pics.

now also not much happened but it was fun. and it felt kinda awkward.

Man tuseday i had so much fun.

tuesday i met up with my best friend jackie. we had a lot of fun. she ened up bringing with her her boyfriend. so i finally met her boy friend. he's not that bad. a perfect match for her i think. we went to the park first. prospect to be exact. we were takin pictures there. one of the things that was annoying us was that the sky could not make up its mind. i mean first it was snowing or hailing couldnt tell. then it would stop then it would start up again. i mean seriously it just couldnt make up its mind. then while we were at the park i started saying that i was hungry. so then we went to go get pizza at smiles. really gud pizza. wish i had some right now. so anyway then we went off to show her boy friend our old school which was right by there. we ended up seeing a couple of familiar faces. then we were suppose to go bak to barnes and nobels but we didnt. somebody didnt want to turn around. we were just walkin one way. kinda funny i thought. so eventually we turn to go down a block and ended up going to the other park on 5th avenue. it was on 3rd street. so we hung out there. then when we just about getting frozen we decided to go off to barnes and nobels to warm up. after that we ended up leaving. man that was soooooo much fun. i was sooooo glad that i got to see her again. cant wait to do it again.

hey im bored lets play a game. You see the Picture well there's four cats in it. Think you can find them?

If you think you can go ahead and try.